vent!!!

i have a few things i need to vent about.. part one my step child live in a diffent state with her"gig" and her mother loive in the same town. will he mother has a past of durgs and few other thinks that a mother wouldnt want there kids around....

a litte about my past....

so i have realized oters do read this or i like to think they do.. so here is a more of a highlight on my life up to where i am today but, before i start i want the reads to know that i have made choices in my life i am sad or even hate knowing or...

check in

i havent posted in a few days , havnt had much alone time to post, fyi my husband dosnt know i post or have a blog no one know that i know . i just wamt to know if anyone my read my blogs .. see on the 19th witch was friday i went out with my...

6. 16 .15

yesturday i became 24, i feel the same as i did before  my big day was good i guess just had to deall with windstream for two hrs and the me and am my love going in to it ..   i dont think i was welcome to have a good birthday after all anyways...

6. 10 .15

walked away and gave up . but giveing up on something or someone you care for is not so easy. but now that i have gave myself time to move on i have a husdand and a family that loves me for me.  just as i dreamed for. so why do i still hate myself for...

here gose nothing.

i have never blogged before but i need an outlit for myself. so heres some stuff about me to help you understand. i cant spell to save my life. i am a stay at home mother of two1 yearold girl and a 5 year old son) and a step child 4 year old...